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Chapter 8

Two weeks later, and Elijah, Lauren, and Amy were on their way to Boston. Are we going over right away or should we check into our hotel first? Amy asked from her seat next to the window.

Elijah hadnt thought about it. He looked and Lauren and shrugged. Since they had decided to do this thing, the only one of the three of them that had any coherent thoughts was Lauren. How about if we wait and see how we are feeling when we land?

Amy and Elijah nodded. Sounds good. Amy said laying her head back to try and get some sleep.

You tired, babe? Lauren asked, running her fingers through Elijahs hair.

Smiling, he nodded. Yeah, but I dont think I am going to be able to sleep.

Lauren was really worried about him. He had hardly got any sleep since this whole night mare came to light and his usually shinning blue eyes, now where dulled with worry and sadness. You need to try, baby. Please. For me?

He could never deny her anything. For you. Lifting up the arm of the chair he laid his head on her lap and relaxed as her fingers continued to massage his head and run through his hair.

Lauren hoped he would at least get some shut eye. He couldnt very well talk to Orlando tired out of his mind. And neither could Amy. And she was looking just as bad Elijah. Sighing, she laid her head back and closed her eyes. A few winks wouldnt hurt her either.

~ ~ ~

I am thinking about coming home, Sam. Orlando said into his phone, while making a sandwich in kitchen.

Really? When?

Taking his lunch out onto the porch and sitting in the porch swing, which had become his favorite spot of late, he pulled his legs up and sighed. I dont know. Next week sometime. I miss mum. And you. And my house.

At his house. No longer their house. His house. He wasnt sure if he could go back there and live there, but Sienna had called him a couple days earlier and told him she had found a lawyer.

***flashback***

Sienna!??! How are you, love? An excited Orlando said into the phone, as he stopped jogging and sat on the nearest bench in the park.

Good. Good. There have been a few issues, but..never mind that. How are you, Bloom?

Not bad. Not great, but not bad. Im working on my @#%$. He said, debating on weather or not to tell her how much he missed her.

Good. Im glad. Listen, I called for a reason.

He waited and when the silence went a little longer than it should have he worried. Enna? What?

I found a divorce lawyer.

He blinked several times in rapid succession letting that information set in. Oh, um..OK. This was the last thing he had wanted to hear. Or needed to hear. But he should have realized that it would come. You and Dom getting married? He asked, the question causing more pain than he thought it would.

Hardly, Bloom. I just, oh hell, I have no idea what I need, but that is not your problem to deal with.

Hearing the sadness in her voice, his heart broke. Something was very wrong. Sienna, what is going on, love? You can still talk to me. We promised to be friends, remember?

I know. Its justDom cant let it go, Orlando.

Confused, and clueless, Orlando stood up to stretch out a cramp that was taking over his calf. What cant he let go of? His heart broke when he heard her sniffing. She must be crying, he thought to himself and wished he was there to hold her.

You and me, Bloom. He seems to think that I had, have in fact feelings for you. It all went down hill as soon as we got here. He got so angry with me. It scared me.

Not that he had any room to talk, but Did he hurt you?

No. NO. I just cant convince him that you and sleeping together was

Sitting back down, he knew that what she was going to say was going to kill him. Because no matter how things started out that night, it turned out to be more than just sex for him. He loved her. Was He prompted.

Orlando, I dont want to have this conversation. I dont want to hurt you anymore than I already have. So lets drop it. I have to deal with Dom myself and hope that he can get over it thats all. So, now lets talk about you. Have you been to our little girls grave?

Thankful for the change of topic, he sighed. Almost everyday. I bring her new flowers too. And Jenny.

Thats nice.

Deciding to head back home, he started walking. I talk to Adi too. I know it might seem weird, but I think it helps.

That is not weird at all, sweetie. Not at all. I can hear in your voice that things must be getting better.

Its an uphill battle. There are times when I feel the old me wanting to get loose and raise some hell, but then I think about Adi and the promise I made her. And you. I dont want to fail. I am just afraid that when I jump back into things, I will have a backslide. And it scares me.

You will be fine. I know you will. I have faith in you Orlando. Have you decided to talk to Elijah and Amy yet?

No. Yes. And then sometimes. If you know what I mean.

Hearing her small laugh over the phone warmed him ways he never thought possible. God, he loved her so much.

I know what you mean. Now is that on a daily basis, or have you graduated to changing your mind once in awhile?

This time it was his turn to laugh. That would be on a daily basis still.

Thought so. OK, look. I gotta go. I just wanted to give you the heads up abot the divorce lawyer. I didnt ask for anything. The house in England, yours.

Sienna, I bought that for you. He hurt that she wanted to be rid of it.

I know, but when am I ever going to be in England again? She asked.

You and Dom never plan on visiting? He asked, thinking things were far worse with them, then she was letting on.

Bloom, I dont think he would ever set foot in that house. Im sorry.

I dont blame him, really. If the roles were reversed I probably would feel the same way.
Opening the front door and waving to Mr. and Mrs. Mathis as he passed the living room, he made his way up the stairs and to his room. Are you sure you dont want anything, love? Do you have a job? Or is Dom taking care of you?

I have a job. And Dom wishes I would let him take care of me. Especailly now that he is going to Hawaii.

Come again? Hawaii? He is going to Hawaii? That information came to him out of left field.

Yeah, some TV show. Lost or something like that. About a plane crash on some freaky ass island as Dom likes to describe it.

And you arent going with him? Again, all indications pointed to trouble in paradise.

No. Im not. I think he and both need space. And we are now venturing into territory that I dont want you in, Bloom. So stop being nosey.

Smiling, he kicked his sneakers off and sat on the edge of the bed. I am just making sure you are OK?

Im fine. Were fine. Just taking things slow. At least I can control one thing and that would be whom I am married too. Besides, you need to start concentrating on moving on. Who knows maybe you will find someone, and realize that I was just the one person who gave you @#%$, and so you think you love me.

If she wanted to believe that she could, but he knew better. Maybe. So when should I expect papers?

Are you going to be Boston for a little bit longer?

Yes. I think so. I am thinking about buying a house here, actually.

Really, awesome. I would love to see it. Ok then I will have them sent to you ASAP. Take care, honey. And next time you talk to our little girl, tell her I love her.

I will. You take care too. Bye.

Bye.

***end flashback***

And that morning had brought a knock on the door, and he had been served with papers. For divorce. From Sienna. It was time to head home. Maybe putting an ocean between him and Sienna would be good for everyone. He still had a feeling that things were bad with her and Dom.

Orlando, love what is really going on?

He couldnt stop the tears this time. She is filing for divorce, Sam. It hasnt even been two months and she already wants to be rid of me. I know things are bad with her and Dom. And I also know that if she

ORLANDOSTOP. Do not go down that road. If things are bad with them, that is between them. I know you love her. And I know this hurts like hell, but Orli, you cant let it rule your life. Look at what happened the last time you let something like this run your life. And she is not getting rid of you. You know she still cares for you, just not in the way that you want. And for that you should thank your lucky stars

Sniffing, Orlando wiped the tears with the back of his hand. I know. And thats why I want to come back home. I cant be here. Not anymore. I know I need to move on.

Then come home, Orlando. We are here for you.

Making the decision, he took a deep breath. Next week. I will be home next week.

Call me, and I will pick you up. I love you, little brother.

Smiling, he said. Love you to, little sister.

Bye.

So now he had to make plans. Plans to go home and plans to let go of the woman he loved. It was going to be one hell of a week.

~ ~ ~ ~

You sure you dont want to come with me? Dom asked Sienna one more time, pulling her into his arms. Please?

I would if I could. But I just started my job. And I cant ask for time off yet. But soon. I promise.

Scowling, Dom squeezed her. A job. I bloody could have taken care of you. Or you could have taken Orlando to the cleaners. I know he has more money than God.

Laughing, Sienna placed quick kiss on his lips. I am sure he does. But we didnt have a real marriage, and so I guess I am not asking for a real divorce. Although I think, I may have a house in England. I am still unclear about that.

Laughing, Dom winked at her. Good. Then you can sell that and come with me.

Last call for flight 320. Last call for flight 320.

You better go. Kissing him, she opened her heart and tried her best with that one kiss to let him know, to reassure him that she belonged to him. I love you.

Holding her tight, he sniffed back tears. I love you, too. I will call you when I land.

Ill be by the phone.

Turning he started down the tamarack, and then looked back and waved and then blew a kiss to her and then turned back and ran down to the plane. Sniffing, Sienna wiped her eyes. She had a heavy heart. Things were about to change and she could feel it. And she was afraid they werent going to be good changes.

thanks girls...

Chapter 11

Somewhere in his mind, Dom heard his name being called. Knowing that it wasnt Evi, his eyes drifted to where the sound and originated. Seeing her standing in the doorway, the color drained from his face and his heart nearly stopped. She couldnt be here. Not now. Not at this moment. Swallowing, he realized that it was to late to stop what was going on with his body, being nestled inside Evi like he was. Still hoping that it was guilt that was causing a vision, his eyes never left her face. His gray eyes turning almost white, as he felt his completion, his breath hitched and he whispered her name.

Following Doms eyes, Evi turned to see Sienna standing in the doorway, looking like she had been punched in the gut and kicked to boot. Looking back at Dom, he had the same look on his face. Suddenly it occurred to her that Dom had lied. Grabbing a blanket from the couch, Evi wrapped herself up and removed herself from her perch on Doms lap. She knew she should say something, but now was not the time.

Sitting up hastily, Dom tried to cover himself before Sienna saw anymore. Standing up, he put himself together and took a step towards her. Enna!

~ ~ ~ ~

Shaking her head, Sienna let her tears fall. She couldnt be standing here, watching the man she loved with all of her heart, make love to someone else. Dom?, she said again quietly. It was all to much to take. Putting her hand behind her neck, she unhooked the locket and set it on the rail in front of her. This was the end. Its nice to know that you found someone you could look in the eyes, she said quietly and then turned and walked out the door.

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Ian was pacing back and forth in front of the trailer. Since there wasnt any screaming or sounds of anything breaking, maybe she was saved from some of the hurt that he knew was coming. But when the door to the trailer opened, his heart dropped to his feet. Sienna had tears just streaming down her face and as she took the first step down, she fell to her knees. Running up to her, Ian kneeled next to her. Sienna?

Maggie and Emilie ran up to them as well. Both began crying when they saw the devastated face of their friend. Both wanted to rip Doms d**k off. Honey, talk to us. Maggie said, kneeling next to Ian.

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Sienna couldnt focus. Closing her eyes, she willed herself to calm down. To take a breath. Looking up at Ian she shook her head. Ian..he She couldnt even form the words.

Stamping down the anger that was beginning to rear itself, Ian helped her stand up. Come on. Lets get you out of here. Maggie, I have a few more scenes to shoot, can you take her to your place?

Maggie nodded. Yeah, Im done for the day. Putting her arm around Sienna, she gave her a hug. Are you coming, Em?

Emilie shook her head. I will as soon as I can. Sienna, she said standing in front of her friend, I am sorry.

Siennas lifeless eyes met hers and she nodded. That was all she could do. That was all that she wanted to do.

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F**K! Dom yelled as he tried to get his shoes on. He hadnt said anything since Sienna walked out the door. This was not happening. What in the hell had he been thinking? Looking up at Evi, he knew he was in trouble with her too.

You lied to me. She said in a deadly calm voice.

Not now, Evi. You can vicerate me later. I have got to go after her.

Evi walked over to the railing and picked up the necklace that Sienna had taken off. Opening the locket, she let her tears fall. There was pictures of Dom, Sienna and Adi. Dom walked passed her and she grabbed his arm and handed him the necklace. Good luck with that, you bastard.

Evi turned and walked out the door, leaving Dom alone, with nothing but the locket in the palm of his hand. Leaving him to look at the locket he had given Sienna oh so many lifetimes ago as proof and remembrance of his love for her. Falling to the floor on his knees, he let himself cry. How had he let things get this bad? What in the hell happened?

~ ~ ~ ~

Ian, you have to calm down. Matthew said, putting a hand on his arm.

Calm down? Did you see the look on her face? In her eyes? After all the **** that she has been through, this was the last straw. He killed her. And I am going to kill him.

As if on cue, Dom came out of the trailer and Ian ran right up to him.

~ ~ ~ ~

Taking a step back upon seeing one very angry Ian Somerhalder coming his way, he closed his eyes. Ian had forming a soft spot for Sienna since they had met. Dom never worried to much about it because he was sure in her love for him. Despite all the stuff that went on with Orlando. Turns out Dom was the one that wasnt as true as he promised.

DOMINIC MONAGHAN!, Ian yelled and grabbed him by the collar.

Dom pushed at him. Get your bloody hands off of me, Sumerhalder. This has nothing to do with you.

The hell it dont. Sienna is my friend.

Snorting, Dom rolled his eyes. Right. Friend. I know how you feel about her.

****ing an eyebrow, Ian got in his face. Yeah. And now Sienna knows how YOU, feel about Evi.

Dom paled and swallowed. He really had no room to talk. Fear and hurt were clouding his thoughts and feelings. Where did she go?

Ian took a deep breath. She left.

Where? Dom asked again.

Shrugging, Ian said, I dont know.

Doms eyes squinted in anger. Listen, you wank. I know I screwed up, but I need to talk to her. So where in bloody hell is she?!?!?

Ians eyes never left Doms. I am not going to tell you. And then he turned, leaving Dom standing there in open mouthed shock.

You bastard. Dom said taking a step forward to beat the ****e out of the boy.

No you dont. Matthew said stepping in front of him.

Rolling his eyes, Dom rubbed his temples. Not you too, Foxy.

Nodding, Matthew crossed his arms in front of his chest. Yes, me too. Sienna is no shape to see you. At least not right now.

Blinking, Dom started crying again. FoxyI.

Putting a hand up to stop him, Matthew shook his head. I dont want to hear it, Monaghan. I thought better of you. Hell, all of us thought better of you. With that parting comment, Matthew too, left Dom standing there.

Looking around, Dom noticed that no one was looking at him. Sienna was hurt beyond anything he could imagine, Evi was angry and hurt as well. He was losing everyone and everything. Walking over to a table, he sat down and put his head in his hands, and let his tears take over.

~ ~ ~ ~

You guys knew didnt you? Sienna asked Maggie, absently twirling a ring around on her finger.

Maggie glanced over at her friend and sighed. We werent sure what we knew, Sienna.

Without looking at her, Sienna asked why didnt you ever tell me that something might be up?

Truthfully? It was because we knew Dom would lie. We could tell you all that we suspected and then you would confront Dom and he would blow it off. If there was anything going on, you had to find out for yourself. Im sorry.

Staring out the window, Sienna didnt say anything. She didnt even register that a cell phone was ringing. Or that it was hers. She didnt care.

~ ~ ~ ~

Bugger. Dom said shutting his phone. He really didnt expect her to answer anyways.

We need to talk.

Looking up, he saw Evi standing above him. Swallowing, he knew he should at least get this part over with. Im sorry.

Evi started pacing back and forth in front of him. Really? Is that only because you got caught?

Wincing at the bitter question, Dom shook his head. No. Im sorry that I.

Used me?!?!?! Lied to me?!?!?! Sienna was devastated. DEVESTATED and you made me a part of that. I like Sienna. I would never, EVER would have done that to her. You told me you broke up.

Looking up at her, he sighed. He did use her. Yes, he was attracted to Evi. Who wouldnt be? She was beautiful, sweet, smart. But he knew his heart, confused and messed up as it was, was with Sienna. He could never love anyone but her. Yes.

Evi was stunned that him actually admitting it, hurt as much as it did. Trying to not let the tears fall from her eyes, she stopped in front of him. Why?

Dom knew what she was asking. But he didnt have an answer for her. All he knew was that, he was f****d up.

~ ~ ~ ~

Sitting on Maggies steps in front of her house, Sienna stared out at the ocean. Any other time she would love this view, but at the moment, she felt nothing. Only emptiness. Betrayal. She briefly wondered if this was how it all began for Orlando. When he walked in on Elijah and Amy.

Maggie came in and sat down next to her, handing her some tea. Here, Enna. Drink this.

Absently, she took the glass from her friend and took a swallow. She couldnt stay in Hawaii. I have to leave.

Maggie wrapped an arm around her. Where are you going to go?

Shrugging, Sienna took another sip. Somewhere Dom cant find me.

~ ~ ~ ~

Evi was walking to her car when she heard her name being called. The last thing she wanted to do was be dressed down by Saint Foxy. What Matthew?

Matthew stopped and took a deep breath. You OK?

Evi blinked and looked at him. She expected to be yelled at her for her part in this whole thing. And that shock registered in her eyes.

Smiling, Matthew swung an arm around her. Evi, I know you never would have done anything like this. Not if Dom hadnt lied or something. You are just as innocent as Sienna.

It was all to much. Crying into his shoulder, Evi was wracked with sobs. After few moments, she picked her head up and sniffed. Im sorry. I just

Shhh. Listen, why dont you come over for dinner. The kids would love to see you and I dont think you should be alone.

Grateful for her friends, she smiled. I would like that. Thank you.

No problem. Around six, then? Matthew said heading back toward the set.
Ill be there.

Sliding into her car, Evi stared out the window and started crying again. She needed to talk to Sienna. Just to clear some things up. Evi couldnt stand it if Sienna hated her for something that she herself had no control over.

~ ~ ~ ~

Lij, I am coming home tomorrow. Sienna said into the phone. Can you and Lauren pick me up?

Of course, honey. Damn. I wish she were home. She is going to pissed that she missed your call. I am going to kill that bastard.

I just want to forget about him. Thats all. I need to go some place where he wont find me. I know he is going to want to talk. And I never want to see or speak to him again.

~ ~ ~ ~

Elijah paced in the living room, phone in hand and cursed Dom seven ways to hell. How one man could be so daft he didnt know. Elijah would have thought that Dom would have learned from his mistake at least. I know. When you get here, we can think of something. Where are right now?

At Maggies. Emilie is coming over later. A good old fashioned girls night, I guess.

Elijahs blue eyes filled up with tears at how dead her voice sounded. Whenever there was a girls night on the horizon, Sienna was the most excited. He was really worried about her.

Look, Lij. I gotta go.

Ok sweetie. I love you.

Yeah. Bye.

Blinking, Elijah couldnt believe that she hadnt said love you back. Sienna always reciprocated with a ditto or right back at ya. Or something. This time there was nothing.

~ ~ ~ ~

Sienna put her phone back in her purse and sighed. She felt nothing. Nothing at all. Even with Elijah. One of her best friends. He said he loved her and there was nothing. She was empty. She didnt even want to cry anymore.

Enna? Maggie said coming up next to her. You Okay?

Unblinking, Sienna looked at her. And shrugged. As Okay as I will ever be, I guess.