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tomorrow there will be something so please hold on a little more!!!!
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YAY more soon!! i'll have to sneek on to read it!! cant wait!
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okay, here it is, next chappy,
sorry for keeping you without any for so long but i had finals so i fope you'll understand and this one is long enough to satisfy you!!! i hope!!! Few weeks passed. And during those few weeks everyone sensed that something changed. Though noone asked any questions, it was pretty obvoius that something happened. Hobbits and elves stopped being sleepy or hungovered all the time, what meant they werent clubbing at nights anymore. Dom cut with his constant pranks and stupid jokes. Billy even stopped listening with a maniac frequency to his beloved Adagio for Strings and wore his contemplative/sullen face. But the most noticeable was the breaking of the fellowship. People who from the very first day in NZ for days and nights were sticking together, now were avoiding each other. It was the most visible during the lunch time. Usually their seven took cars and drove to the town. Now they separated. Hobbits stuck together, Jamie was usually with Thrina and Freddy, but she could also be seen with Carlos, and Orlando was going everywhere with Lauren as his new shadow. Everything changed. It was impossible to avoid Orlando constantly since they were working together after all, but for all this time his and Jamies all conversations restricted to simple instructions on the set, like look to the camera, or how was your days when Lauren was around. Maybe Lauren was a blonde, but she wasnt an exception. She also noticed that something was wrong. Its hard to not notice something so obvious. For first few weeks Orlando was spending more time with Jamie then with her, and now?? He wasnt even mentioning her! But all Laurens questions about this situation were quickly shrugged off. You know how hectick schedule Peter made! Theres just no time... Yes. But this hectick schedule stood from the very first day of the shootings and earlier they somehow found time to have lunches together, to go to the pub or club, to spend nights on watching movies and eating pizza, to visit each other while trainings... Why NOW there was no time for all that?? Aura was very unhealthy. Especially when the whole seven met together. The air was so thick you could cut it with a knife! And nobody liked it. They missed those wonderful times when they were one big happy family. Now there were strangers. And they hated it. So they were avoiding each other. Everything changed. But there were moments when some of them couldnt stand this sick situaion and it happened that in a sudden rush of emotions and memories they got back to the core of everything. Jamie, but are you really and definitely sure that you wont forgive Orlando? It was a Friday evening. Long waited time of relax, going to the pub or sleeping off after the insanly busy week on the set. Thrina and Dom were going to go to a restaurant, and she sent him to Jamie for silver earrings that matched to her new black dress. While looking for them Jamie found a pendant that she got from Orlando. A silver iris. Dominic noticed that, as he noticed the expression on Jamies face. His heart squeezed. <retrospection> Orlando kneeled in front of Jamie and with a mysterious smile handed her a small black satine box. oh. my. god. Ohmygodohmygodohmygod!!! Is he insane?? It cant be what i think it is cuz if it is what i think it is i will scream, and screaming in such a sophisticated place is definitely not welcomed!! So it better not be what i think it could be! It wasnt. Nevertheless Jamie gasped when she saw the content of the box. A small silver iris peeked at her from the inside. A small silver pendant on a thin silver chain. Wow... she whispered totally taken aback with the gift, staring once at Orlando, once at the box. How did you... where did you... wow... Orlando only smiled, though inside he was making a wild victory dance thrilled with the effect his gift caused. He slowly took the pendant from the box that Jamie was still grasping in her frozen hands, and hung it on her neck. She felt a pleasant shiver when cool metal touched her skin. Orlando leant lower his head and planted a gentle kiss upon Jamies left shoulder blade, exactly where she had her tattoo. Iris. Something to the match... he whispered into her ear sending even greater shiver down her back and causing she almost jumped out from her dress. Thank you. You welcome, love. <end of retrospection> He couldnt not to ask. I cant. Jamie answered putting the pendant quickly back to the satin box. And even if i could, it wouldnt change anything. What do you mean it wouldnt? It would change everything! You would be back together! Jamie shook her head. No, we couldnt. Hes back with Lauren. But hes not happy with her. He does not love her. Dom, stop that. We were discussing that like million times already. Why cant you just drop it? Because! You see what had happened to us. We barely speak to each other. I dare to say that i dont like it. You sound like Thrina. Good. So this means there are at least two people who care. Jamie sighed as she sat on her bed. Dom, understand, i care. I do really care. You and the guys were my family here... Were? So we no longer are? Jamie looked at him with hasitation. Of course they still were her family. The thing was that now it was a family with problems. But every family has problems from time to time, right? And usually they manage to solve them somehow. Yet Jamie knew that their problem wasnt so easy to solve. She didnt even know if she wanted to solve it at all. Shed preferably forget about everything, push all the unpleasant thoughts and matters out from her head. But she couldnt. People like Dom wouldnt let her. And partly she was grateful to him for that. That meant he cared. But she was also tired, and she didnt know which from those feelings was stronger. Love and devotion to them, or the urge to forget. Dom sat next to her. You still are... she spoke uncertainly after a long pause. Its just... you know... No, i dont know. Few weeks ago we were a bunch of the best friends, and if not you guys this staying here would be a real disaster, especially now when its getting obvious that we got stuck on this cursed island for a year or longer with Petes constant changes in the script and everything, and if we dont make everything right again i swear i will go mad! Dominic inhaled deeply when he finished his hecti harangue. He then continued in a calmer tone. I miss those times when we were having fun and were so close to each other. When we were real friends. I miss that too. Jamie whispered nibbling her lower lip. Then why cant you do somethin... Jamie quickly caught what this something was supposed to mean. You cant expect me to go back to Orlando so those times could come back. Why not? You just told you miss them too. I do but i will never be with Orlando again! You must accept that! Damn... Jamie hid her face in her hands after this outburst. She wasnt going to snap at Dom like that but he was so damn stubborn! Why couldnt he leave her alone? Why was he pushing so hard? Orlando accepted that. Why cant you? Why do you think he accepted that? Just because hes doing what you told him? Jamie rose her head up and looked at Dominic with eyes glimmering from tears. Jamie, he still loves you. Have you seen him lately? Have you seen him laughing or at least smiling? Hes a shadow of that crazy guy who made us do this! He pulled hi1s sleeve up and shew a small tattoo on his wrist. (A/N or wherever he has it:P) Jamie, the fact that hes with Lauren and that he doesnt speak with you does not mean that he forgot about you. Jamie weeped harder. Dominics words hit her with a crushing pain. In the deepest and the farest corner of her heart she wished to hear that Orlando still loved her. But that pained even more. When she felt Doms arms embracing her shaky body she couldnt hold longer her emotions. She burst in tears with all force cuddling her already wet face to his shoulder. Shh... its okay... his concerned voice hardly broke through Jamies sobs and sniff. He didnt intend to make her feel so miserable. Now he felt guilty. ...okay... NO, its not okay. she whispered in a muffled voice. Itll never be okay. Everything fell apart... Why all this had to come this @#%$ way?? Why Dom? Why its happening to me again? What do you mean again? Jamie laughed quietly wiping her eyes in the sleeve of her shirt. Dom stared at her with a puzzled face. Could you imagine that the same thing can happen to one person twice? I could actually. Once the cousin from my mothers side... Dom cut when he saw a frown on Jamies face. Im guessing that was a rhetorical question.. Sorry. Jamie laughed again but this time it was a real and genuine laughter. She patted Dom on his arm. Dont be sorry, you silly! See, you made me laugh, and as you know thats not easy lately. Im glad i could do at least that. But... you said... Yea, i know. Jamie sighed as if gathering her strengths for what she was going to say. Do you know why i cannot be back with Orlando? I told you already that i dont... right. Rhetorical question again. Okay, from now on i am not speaking a word. Jamie stop laughing and continued. Actually its a very short story. I had a boyfriend. He was sweet and loving and had everything that a perfect boyfriend should have. And one day i caught him on having sex with his ex-girlfriend. In our anniversary. That was the most unexpected gift ive ever got. Wow... and what did you do? I remade his precious car with his own baseball bat for the start. Then i accepted the proposition of taking pictures from some Peter Jackson in his movies trilogy and i came here. Jamie ended with a shrug and very disgusted face. Thats not a very happy-ending story. Tell me about it. But i still dont understand what this story has to do with you and Orlando. Jamie threw her hands in the air with frustration. You men are incredible! What?! You have to have everything said straight and in black and white. Otherwise you dont understand! Well excusez-moi but WE men are very simple and uncomplicated units and we like clear situations. Yea, right, uncomplicated... Yes, we are, but can we leave this subject for another time and now lets focus on more important things? Ok. Ok. So? I was cheated by the last person i would think of. The person that i boundlessly loved and trusted. You have no idea how i felt when i found them together. I wanted to die, Dom. Im not sure if I would be still alive if i didnt get this job. I came here to forget about everything, to forget about Troy and what he did to me. And instead I met Orlando, fell in love with him and... and i did the same awful thing that happened to me. What awful thing? Jamie shook her head. Youre hopeless. Maybe i am but tell me what all this mean cuz i still dont understand. Lauren. Im talking about her. Her boyfriend cheated on her with me. I went through it and i know how she would feel if she found out. That would destroy her like it almost destroyed me. I cant do something like that to her. Especially that i know how much she loved him and how much she cared about him. She talked to me about it. And thats the worst. I really like this girl. And i cant stand the thought that i did... Jamie clenched her fists fighting with tears again. ...that it turned out that i can be such bit(h. Damn it, Jamie! You are not a bit(c! Dominic sprang from his seat and started walkig here and there across the room; thick vein on his forehead was a sign he lost his nerves. Jesus, girl! Youre a great person! Great person? Hmm... let me see... my boyfriend slept with his ex while being with me. I came here and i brought to that Orlando was unfaithful to his girlfriend... Dominic was about to cut in at those words but Jamie outran him. Wait! Let me finish. And when i thought that everything will shape somehow, Orlando slept with Lauren. God, my life is bloody worse than in a soap opera!! she blurted in the end. If im such a great person than tell me why all this happened to me? Why, whatever happens, it makes me more and more miserable? Why, whatever happens makes YOU guys miserable? luvs, hugs & kisses
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noone seems to read it *sniff* but here's another part!!!
Oh god... Jamie groaned trying to find some optimum position on her bed that wouldnt cause new attacks of nausea. She rolled to her belly and drowned her face in the pillow having a hope that it would help in something. It didnt. She sprang from the bed and made the fastest race to the bathroom in the world history of using the bathroom. On the way she glanced at her cellphone. It was 5 in the morning. When she got rid of everything she had in her stomach including the stomach itself as she presumed, Jamie plopped to the cold floor with even louder groan. There was nothing more left in her organism to throw up, and she still felt like doing it. Not that she liked it of course. What a wonderful start of a wonderful day... she whispered with sarcasm through her aching throat, and welcomed the wc bowl with open arms again. Twenty minutes later when there was really nothing left to vomit she trudged to the sink. That was the longest one and a half feet in her life. Very unhealthy looking girl with something resembling hair on her head welcomed her from the mirror. If not the slowed motions she would jump to the very ceiling with a deafening scream at that horrible sight. Her big green eyes made now a great match with her pure green complexion and dark hair stuck to her skull as if she was sleeping in a helmet or something. Hey sexy momma... Jamie purred to the reflection, though it sounded more like a creak of old not oiled door. "Okay... thats a definitely the worst day in my life she thought while moving herself slowly back to the bed. It must be that chinese food from yesterday...maybe its true what they say... maybe i ate some poor little doggy... or cat... or whatever they use to make those... At the remembrance of that meal she made another frantic sprint to the bathroom. And the same story repeated itself for the next few hours. Luckily for her it was Saturday and a day off. At least for her. Peter took few people from the cast and left for some other set. After a hectick work schedule Jamie had for the last few weeks, mostly at her own request, Peter decided to give her a free weekend. He maybe was a maniac but he knew how to reward his best workers. And lately Jamie definitely earned this title. Oh..... my..... god.... Jamies weak and muffled voice flew from under the pillow where she hid her head. 'What have..... i done...... to suffer like...... that? I'm sorry!! I really didn't..... know..... i was eating a...... cat!! i love cats!!!!' Her body shook from gentle sobs. She felt really bad and didn't know what to do about it. She could call for Thrina or Freddy but such a simple thing like a phone call seemed to be almost impossible. So she was lying on the bed moaning and trying to suffocate herself and desperately thinking what could be a reason of her condition. Knocking at the door brought her aching body and mind to the reality. 'Come in...' she tried to yell but only a whisper left her throat. Knocking repeated. Jamie desperately looked around. "What to do? Whoever that is, they can help me!! I'm dying here!!" With a groan she rolled to the side of the bed, grabbed one of her trainers and threw it at the door. After a thud the door opened and two heads peeked inside. Jamie sighed with a relief seeing Thrina and Freddy. They enetered but hadn't a chance to say anything since Jamie suddenly sprang from the bed and galloped to the bathroom. Funny that she still had energy for that. Thrina and Freddy were left with dumb faces and staring once and each other, once at the shut bathroom door. Few minutes later Jamie came back with face more green than a spring meadow. 'Girl! What happend to you?!' Thrina sat Jamie on the bed, and Freddy moved herself a chair. 'I'm not sure but i think it's some food-poisoning. Maybe that yesterday chinese...' 'Hmm...' Freddy made a Sherlock-Holme's face. 'But we were eating the same. The salad and those little... with those somethings inside...' Freddy made some moves with her hands that were supposed to picture the sygons, and instead caused that Jamie had to use the bathroom for a zillion and one time that day. 'So if it's not a food poisoning than what is it?' she asked as she came back with a face dripping with water. 'Stress?' 'Maybe... but what to do to make it stop?' Thrina shrugged. 'Herbals?' 'Maybe... will you be so sweeties and...' 'You don't have to say anything more!' Freddy jumped up and dashed to the kitchen. Jamie smiled. If the herbals didn't help she at least would have a distraction from this bloody nausea. 'So how are you and the hobbit doing lately?' 'Fine... umm....' Thrina trailed off and bit her lower lip. Jamie frowned at her. 'What?' 'Nothing, it's just...' 'What? Is there something wrong beteween you guys?' 'No! Everythings is great. But i feel awful talking to you about me and Dom while you and Orlando...' Jamie rolled her eyes. 'Oh stop that! Me and Orlando are through. For. Ever. I have no feelings for him. And i will never have. There is nothing between us anymore. It. Is Over. Period.' Jamie recited and sighed at the end. 'God, i was repeating this so many times to all of you that it should become my slogan or something. So please end this close season over me and act like my old good Thrina.' Thrina sniffed and hugged Jamie tight. After this touching moment Jamie had to run to bathroom again. She then drank the herbals Freddy made for her and to their joy and great relief she announced she felt better. 'Told ya! Stress!' <*><*><*> But the next day began exactly the same. And almost exactly at the same unearthly hour. Yet this time Jamie knew what to do and on the spot she went to the contrattack. Four days later she drank all harbal teas she had in her winnebago, and Freddy's, and Thrina's, and she still felt like she was dying. She was barely eating anything for those days, and yet her organism still managed to find something to vomit. And her grey-green face and huge dark bags under her eyes were making everyone scared. Great costume for Halloween. She looked like a girl who smokes too much, drinks too much and works too much. Only the last thing consented. 'Jamie, you look like a ghost!' 'You must see a doctor!' 'Have you eat something lately?' 'God! The Mines of Moria are more cheerful than you!' Thrina, Freddy, Dominic, Billy, Elijah, Lauren and few other people were harassing her with such comments each and every day. But she with a stubborn of an ass refused to go to the doctor. 'Oh stop that! I will not run to a doctor with some stupid nausea that will probably end in a few days and is caused with stress! And now get out of my way cuz i have millions things to do!!' That was her usual response. But when on Thursday she fainted on the set she had nothing to say. luvs, hugs & kisses
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oh whats wrong with jamie? AHH you left it at a cliff hanger... nooo! i am reading!! i swear it! you have to write somemore soooooooon. i want to know what happens!
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at least you're still with me my faithful maddy!!!
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Hun, can you forgive me?? I've been the worst reader ever!! I'm SORRY I haven't gotten my bum into reading this earlier!
But now I'm here and, "wow!", the same Jamie as in Crying Shoulder! Please, update soon! Luv, your Ness ~*The one who waits for something good, never waits too long!!*~ ~*Read my fic: Learn To Trust!!*~ ~*I really tried to be normal, but just realized... I can't! |
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i will forgive you only because i love ya so much!!!
*hug* i'll give you more tomorrow!!! luvs, hugs & kisses
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awwww *hugs you tight and shakes you* love ya hun!
*jumps up and down at hearing there'll be more tomorrow* Luv, your Ness ~*The one who waits for something good, never waits too long!!*~ ~*Read my fic: Learn To Trust!!*~ ~*I really tried to be normal, but just realized... I can't! |
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yay!!! I'm excited for tomorrow! Update update update update!!!
"My sister, Veronica and I did this double act and my husband, Charlie,
used to travel round with us. Now, for the last number in our act, we did these 20 acrobatic tricks in a row One,two,three,four,five...splits, spread eagles, back flips,flip flops, one right after the other. So this one night before the show we're down at the hotel Cicero,the three of us,boozin',havin' a few laughs and we ran out of ice, so I go out to get some.I come back, open the door, and there's Veronica and Charlie doing Number Seventeen the spread eagle. Well, I was in such a state of shock, I completely blacked out. I can't remember a thing. It wasn't until later, when I was washing the blood off my hands I even knew they were dead." |
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Nyla2931 I'm sorry to break this to you, but your sig is too big, the maximum lines of text is 5, you have 11 as of now.
Nessa ~*The one who waits for something good, never waits too long!!*~ ~*Read my fic: Learn To Trust!!*~ ~*I really tried to be normal, but just realized... I can't! |
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okay, as i promised you all who read it!!!
i know it's bloody short but if you are good maybe i give you one more before i leave 'Jamie, can you hear me? Jamie?' Jamie shifted slightly when she heard some male's voice near her ear. 'Mr Black, i really don't know where that stupid canyon is.' she mumbled and turned to her other siede. But the nagging voice didn't give up. 'Jamie, wake up...' Her eyes suddenly flew open and she saw doctor Doyle's wrinkled face smiling at her kindly. She frowned peeking around. 'Doctor Doyle? What am i doing here?' 'I'm glad you woke up. How are you feeling?' Jamie tried to sit. 'Umm... I'm fine. But what happened? How did i get here?' 'You swooned. The tall blond elf brought you here...' 'Orlando...?' Jamie's eyes widened and her lips trembled suspiciously. 'Yes, he was very worried. Actually he still waits here.' 'What?!' 'Do you want to see him?' 'NO! i mean, no... I'd rather not.' Doctor Doyle blinked his eyes but he said nothing. 'Okay, but now i have to examine you.' Jamie sighed. She was never a very big fan of examinations. 'Fine but i already can tell you what it was, doc.' 'Really?' Doctor Doyle looked at Jamie with amusement while he reached for the stetoscop. 'Stress.' 'Stress?' 'Stress.' 'Perhaps. But just to make sure we'll do you some tests, okay?' Jamie rolled her eyes. 'I promise it won't hurt. And after we're done you'll get a lollypop.' <*><*><*> A half of hour later Jamie was zipping up her blouse, red lollypop in her mouth. 'And? What's the diagnosis? Will i live?' 'Yes you will.' 'Ha! I told ya! Stress.' 'Well... not exactly...' Doctor Doyle adjusted glasses on his nose and looked at Jamie carefully. 'What? You just told me that i'll live, and now you're looking at me like i was with my one leg already on the other side. What's wrong with me?' 'Well Jamie, you're pregnant.' The whole room spinned around, and then everything went balck. and??? how do you like it??? were yuo suspecting it???hmm?? luvs, hugs & kisses
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She's preggies???? OMG! I thought it was something mysterical about it all, sickness (the throwing up), and now fainting!
Pleeeeaaaase update soon!!! If you do, I'll give you a lollypop! No wait! That chapter of Learn to Trust! I guess I can post it now, it has been a while, maybe it'll get me going on that story again, I haven't touched it since last year! Luv, Nessa ~*The one who waits for something good, never waits too long!!*~ ~*Read my fic: Learn To Trust!!*~ ~*I really tried to be normal, but just realized... I can't! |
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yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gimmie the cappy of "learn..."!!!! BIG YES!!!! luvs, hugs & kisses
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Ok calm down!! I'm gonna have to switch computers first, then I can post it Hey would you be a doll and check out my new wallpapers over in the fanart forum?? I kinda need some opinions Luv, your Ness ~*The one who waits for something good, never waits too long!!*~ ~*Read my fic: Learn To Trust!!*~ ~*I really tried to be normal, but just realized... I can't! |
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AH! I had this little nagging thought that that might be what it was wrong, but AHH it still hit me like a ton of bricks! but yay, mabye this'll be an excuse for orli and her to get back together! PLEASE?!? i need something happy to read, seems like everything i read nowadays its sad. poo, i dont want sad. *pouts* please write some more soon, i am dying to read it!
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She's preggieS???!!! Omg...wow...well you must write more soon...we must find out what will happen!!!
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Oh please, Please, Please write more soon. I have been following this story for awhile and I can't wait to hear the next chapter
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thanks guys!!! you" re all angels to me for reading it and i love for that like hell
next update probably will be in 2 weeks when i come back home, sorry for waiting but i promise it"s worth it luvs, hugs & kisses
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hey people, forgive the delay but here it is, next part, hope you still like it and still read it!!!! tell me about it!!!!
'Are you sure you're okay?' Doctor Doyle asked with a worried face seeing Jamie to the door. 'Yes... I'm fine...' she answered in a completely colourless voice. 'I know that it can be a shock for you now but it's a wonderful thing...' Jamie sobbed at that and leaned her forehead against the door. "It can't be happenig...." Doctor Doyle rounded her with his arm and sat back on the chair. 'I'll give you something to sooth your nerves.' He came back after a moment and handed Jamie some pill and a plastic cup with water. 'Take this, it'll make you feel better.' 'Nothing'll make me feel better...' Jamie whispered playing with a white pat on her palm. 'You can't say that. I know you didn't expect such news but you must understand one thing, you will have a baby!' Doctor Doyle beamed as if having a baby was the greatest miracle in the world. Well, it was. But Jamie didn't notice that. 'A baby? I can't have a baby! I'm not ready to have a baby! I work! I'm here! What about my career?!' 'Typical for your modern generation. First work and career and only then, when time let, you think about having a family and children. That's not a healthy approach. In my times family was on a first place. I know i sound like an old patronizing crock but i only want you to understand how lucky you are.' Jamie let a short cynical laugh. 'Lucky? You think i'm lucky? I will have a baby with a man i cannot be with. What a luck is that?' Doctor Doyle grunted and adjusted again his glasses. 'I'm not a meddler that's why i will not ask you who's the father. This is non of my business. But i have other question, and i hope you will not think of me bad...' Jamie smiled, for the first time. 'You're very like my grandfather. I could never think of you bad.' 'I'm glad to hear that.' Doctor Doyle gave her a bright smile and sqeezed her palm tightly. 'Do you love him?' 'Who?' 'The father of your baby.' Jamie didn't answer only fixed her eyes on doctor Doyle's grey ones. That was definitely the last question she would expect from him. And she had no idea what to say though she heard this question milions times during last weeks. And the answer was always the same. No. Yet this time she couldn't say it. For the first time she wanted to admit to her true feelings. 'Yes...' she whispered feeling how tears slipped from her eyes. 'Yes... i love him...' 'And this should be your answer.' 'For what?' 'Answer why you should have this baby. Why you should be happy. Why you should love it.' 'But how can i love it if its father.... if i can't be with Orlnado?' 'That's exactly why. I don't know the story and i don't know what had happened between you two but i assume it's something serious. But you love him, and this baby, your baby, will be a part of him that will always be with you. Isn't it an enough reason to love it?' Jamie sniffed and took a tissue that doctor Doyle offered her. 'But i will be alone...' 'You won't. You won't be alone ever again. You will have this little precious that grows in you.' 'But i won't handle it...' 'I'm sure you will. And i'm sure your life will shape well so you will be happy.' 'How can you know that?' Doctor Doyle laughed blinking his eyes. 'I'm old enough to know and see more than you kids think. And you Jamie are great person...' Jamie snorted, 'I heard that before and look where it brought me.' 'You're young, you have your whole life before you, and you don't know what the next day will bring. And if you think that nothing worse can't happen you should take it as an optimistic sign. It means that now can be only better.' 'When you say it, it sounds so true and easy.' 'Because it is true. And it will be easy if you believe it.' Jamie sighed and wiped her face with a sleeve. 'Please, don't tell anyone about... you know.... especially Orlando. He must never know.' This time doctor Doyle looked wth surprise. 'You're not going to tell him?' 'No.' 'But he has a right to know.' 'I love Orlando but he lost his rights to me, and now to this baby when he...' Jamie shook her head dismissing the thought of Orlando and Lauren together. 'Never mind. Just promise me you won't tell him. He has a new life now with someone else and i don't want to ineterfere.' 'I understand. I will not tell him. It should be you who tells him...' 'But i will not. Which week is it?' 'I don't know that exactly. You must do more tests, USG... I can make you appointment with a gynaecologist in town.' 'Thank you. But i think i will go now. I have a lot of things to do....' 'Jamie, remember that from now on you must be more careful. You have to take care of yourself. Most of all you must work less.' 'But Peter...' 'No buts in this case. You must talk to him, tell him about your condition.' Jamie scowled at the thought of telling Peter that his worker of the month is pregnant. 'He won't be pleased when he hear that.' 'That doesn't matter. The only thing you should care about is you and your baby.' 'My baby...' Jamie repeated and peeked down at her stomach. 'It's insane.' 'You will get used to it.' 'I guess i have no other choice.' Jamie smiled faintly and hugged doctor Doyle. 'Thank you.' 'You can always count on me. I'm your doctor but if you want to talk to me, about anything, I'll be always here.' 'Thanks doc. And wish me luck with Peter...' 'Good luck. And everything will be okay.' 'And you have no idea how many times i heard that. Bye, doc.' 'Bye, Jamie.' When she only left the building a bunch hobbits, elves and men surrounded her. 'And?!' 'And?!!' 'AND?!!!' They attacked her with worried faces. It took a moment before Jamie gathered her strength and smiled. 'Stress. Nothing serious. Less work, more rest.' 'Ha! Told ya!' Freddy shouted through all voices. Jamie noticed that few feet aside there was Orlando. He didn't get closer. When he heard that she's fine and it's "nothing serious", he turned around and left. Expression of anxiety and relief was visible on his face. Jamie's hand unwittingly raomed to her stomach while she looked stealthily after him. His part will be always with me. The part that will always love me. She almost smiled to this thought. luvs, hugs & kisses
iris ![]() ...i don't know half of you half as well as i should like;and i like less than half of you half as well as you diserve... ...all we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us... |
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