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JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 13

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(01/01/2004 03:09:38)

I'm the cute one!

When we got home we went our separate ways and slammed our doors behind us. I was all alone. I hadnt slept in here since October. Since that one evening, I had always been falling asleep in his bed. Now I was all by myself.

I sat on he edge of my bed as I buried my face in my hands. I sighed in frustration when I heard Elijah turn on his music. He was upset and I knew it. He only turned it up that loud when he was unhappy. I didnt know how things had turned around so fast. Of course he and I had our occasional arguments, but nothing like this. Hed never hurt or snapped at me until now. I turned to lie down and for the first time in months, cried myself to sleep.

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I woke up the next morning and nearly shrieked when I noticed my appearance in the mirror. My hair was somewhat decent, but my face was an entirely different story. My eyes were red and puffy and you could see the lines of mascara that streaked down my cheeks. I stood up and sighed. Id have to face Elijah sooner or later. It might as well be now. I went into my bathroom and washed my face. My eyes were still puffy, but the mascara lines were gone. I let the rest of my hair down and spent the next few minutes combing through it. When I set the comb down I turned around and was scared out of my wits. Elijah stood in the doorway with a single daisy in his hand.

Look Elizabeth, Im sorry about last night. I lost my temper. And well I definitely shouldnt have grabbed your arm that way. Jess and I had a very bad break up, and I just couldnt stand seeing the two of you there. Im really sorry, Elizabeth.

Its ok. Ill be all right. I motioned towards my arm.

Are we alright? He asked.

Yeah. I take it that flower is for me.

Yes. He held it out towards me. When I accepted it I glanced down at it and then looked up.

Where did you get this flower?

I picked it from Mrs. Wilsons lawn.

Elijah Wood! You took it from her garden?

I asked her. She said it was ok.

Oh Elijah! What am I going to do with you?

Ummmkiss and make out? Err, I mean make up. Yes thats it. Make up.

Sure. I laughed. After kissing him on the cheek I started to walk away.

Thats it?

It depends. Are you going to be good?

Yes.

Swear?

I swear.

Alright then.

Elijah walked over to where I now stood and planted a soft kiss on my lips. I love you Elizabeth.

JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 14

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(01/01/2004 03:10:59)

I'm the cute one!

Thanksgiving was quickly approaching. My family as well as Elijahs was coming for dinner. A few of our friends were invited as well. I had never baked a turkey before so Grace said shed help me prepare it. I knew it would be a miracle for my cooking to be edible enough for the families to eat.

Two days before Thanksgiving, Elijah and I spent the evening out. Since the night of the party I had been a little more skittish around him. I told Grace about the incident, but she only gave me the same warning as always. Just be careful. She said. Elijahs always seemed like a good guy, but I just want you to be safe. Call me when ever you need to.

When we got back to the house he was just plain goofy. Sure he was always a nut, but for some reason, he was acting stranger than ever. He was close behind me still trying to tickle me. I scampered up the front stairs and down the back stairs. I ran into the kitchen and he chased me around the table. Around the house we continued to run.

Finally I ran into the living room. When I looked over my shoulder I tripped over a throw pillow that I had been smacking Elijah with earlier. With a soft thud I fell to the ground. I was stuck. The couch and the recliner locked me in to the corner. I prolonged the inevitable for as long as I could, and finally with an exasperated sigh I laid flat on the ground.

Elijah stopped in his tracks when he realized I had given up. He picked up the pillow and said, You might want to be careful about what you leave lying around the house. Someone could trip and fall. He laughed and then proceeded to mock me by falling to the ground himself.

You are such a nerd. I laughed.

I know, but thats what you love about me.

Are you so sure about that?

Well then what do you love about me? He asked as he turned towards me.

Everything. I sighed.

I see. I always knew I had an effect on women.

Did I fail to mention that I love your humbleness?

Yeah, but I forgive you. You need to forgive the ones you love. Elijah took one of my hands into his and smiled.

And you love me.

Yes I do.

Good. I love you too.

There was a silence as I gazed into his eyes. They sparkled as he smiled. I saw assurance, kindness, understanding and hope for the future. Above all else though I saw the love that shone from his ever-changing blue eyes.

Elijah released my hand then reached over, gently caressing my cheek. Youre so beautiful. He whispered.

You too.

Beautiful, huh? His face inched closer to mine. Thats been my whole goal in life.

Youve definitely achieved it. I smirked.

Finally he leaned over and pressed his lips to mine. He was a good kisser. Once realizing that, it always made me wonder about his past relationships. Who were the girls? I had met Jess, but obviously never figured out what went wrong with them. I was still curious as to why I saw the look of pity in her eyes. Elijah said theyd had a bad breakup. Even then, I couldnt help but wonder what caused it. It was obvious that he had moved on, but why to me? I knew he could probably have any girl he wanted. He was a great guy. Why would he pick to be with someone like me?

As the kiss deepened, Elijah moved closer. Then before I knew it, he had climbed on top of me. I closed my eyes as we continued to kiss. Minutes went by and his lips began to travel down towards my neck. There was nothing to do except to lean back and enjoy what he was doing. He soon moved further down. Finally he stopped at the line where my skin ended and my shirt began.

He brought his lips back to mine. Moments later, I was caught by surprise when I felt his hands run down my sides and settle at the bottom of my shirt. I shoved Elijah away when he began to pull my top up.

Elijah!

Yes? He leaned back down and kissed me.

I squirmed and pushed him a second time. Elijah!

What? He started tugging at my shirt again.

I dont want to do this right now. I thought. Does he not understand?

As he continued to pull at my shirt, I shoved him one last time. Elijah!

Elijah paused and looked at me, You know, I never thought youd be the kind to play hard to get. He pinned my hands to the floor and kissed me hard.

JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 15

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(01/01/2004 03:12:08)

I'm the cute one!

The evening on the floor had been unsettling. I loved him. However, I didnt want to sleep with him just whenever he wanted. I knew I should have some say in the matter. Was he so blind that he couldnt figure out that I didnt want to sleep with him that night?

It was when he pinned me to the floor that I decided it wasnt worth a fight. It couldnt compare to our first time. This time I felt pressured and it was not how it was meant to be.

Soon after, he and I both fell asleep. It was three hours later that I woke up. At one in the morning I slid out of his arms and got dressed. I needed to do something. I had to get out and talk with someone. Now that I was awake, I knew I wouldnt be able to get back to sleep again. After finding a scrap of paper I wrote a note saying that I had gone to Graces apartment for a little bit. I didnt want Elijah to worry if he were to wake up and find I was gone.

It took about ten minutes to get to Graces apartment. I knew that walking in the dark at one oclock in the morning wasnt the safest thing to do, but I needed to see her. I knocked on her door a few times before she finally answered.

Elizabeth? She yawned. Its the middle of the night. Are you alright?

I walked inside and right after she closed the door, I began to cry.

Oh honey. Come here. Grace took me into her arms. Did you and Elijah have a fight?

No. I said through my tears. I proceeded to tell her everything. I was silent for a few minutes after I finished. Oh, I dont know whats wrong! Hes not the same man I fell in love with. Not all the time anyway. He says he loves me, but sometimes Im still scared. Hes different. Hell do things Im not expecting him to do now. Things will be totally normal, and then hell change without any warning.

He shouldnt have done that to you. Come on, Sweetie. Grace let me go and began to walk towards the couch. Lets sit here.

Thank you so much, Grace. I dont know what Id do if I didnt have you.

Grace chuckled. Just remember this when I come to you with a problem. I expect the same treatment.

I smiled and the tears ceased. Always.

JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 16

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(01/01/2004 03:13:11)

I'm the cute one!

It was Thanksgiving Day and everyone except Elijahs older brother had come. He had some prior engagement that he couldnt get out of. Fortunately, that minor disappointment was immediately forgotten when I saw our families.

Caught up in the excitement of seeing everyone, I completely forgot about the turkey I had been baking. Grace went to the market to pick up a few last minute ingredients and left me to finish preparing the meal. That turned out to be a big mistake. In the midst of all the introductions, Grace returned.

Elizabeth? She sniffed. Is something burning?

Oh God! The turkey! I ran to open the oven, but it was already too late. I burst into tears when I saw the burnt turkey. I should have told everyone it would be bad for me to cook!

Grace sighed and before walking out of the kitchen said, Im going to see what everyone else is up to.

Honey, itll be alright. Hannah said as she entered the room. Elijahs sister was gorgeous. I had seen various pictures of her throughout the house, but in person she was even lovelier.

I tried to wipe away the tears as she hugged me. No it wont. Now we dont have any turkey to eat.

Actually we do. Last night I had an early Thanksgiving meal with my boyfriend and his family. There was a lot of extra food.

So?

I brought some of the leftovers with me today. I thought that with two families that we may need some extra food, particularly the men.

I laughed as she released me from her embrace. Remind me to thank your boyfriends family. At least they managed to bake a turkey without burning it!

Hannah stood back and gave me a long look. Ive heard so much about you! Its so great to finally meet you!

Oh dear! What have you heard? Good things, I hope.

Wonderful things. Elijah loves you very much. When I call to see how hes doing, youre all he can talk about.

Really?

Oh yeah! Since the day he met you, he hasnt stopped talking. Back in May I got a phone call from him at about 3:30 in the morning. He told me he had just spent the evening with the most beautiful woman ever. He also told me that he borrowed your flowered pants.

Oh my gosh! What a nerd! I laughed. What else has he told you?

Everything!

Everything?

Yeah! Ask me anything. Ask me any question about yourself.

Whats my favorite color?

Forest green.

Birthday?

February ninth. Hannah paused and counted on her fingers. 1983.

TV show?

Re-runs of Bewitched.

First boyfriend?

My brother. And from what Ive heard, he was your first kiss as well.

Oh dear! What is wrong with the man? I laughed. Im too scared to ask what else you know.

Probably way to much for my own good! Its nice to know Im up-to-date on my Elizabeth trivia.

I knew things about you, but I assumed youd know just as much as me!

I havent seen my brother this crazy about a girl since Sandra Conners moved in next door when he was eight.

That day Hannah and I clicked. I had made a friend. We continued to talk for about another ten minutes. We had totally forgotten the people in the other room.

Hey! Elijah said when he poked his head into the kitchen. Why dont you two chatter boxes come in the living room with the rest of us?

She and I giggled.

Come on Elizabeth. Hannah said. Lets go have some fun!

JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 17

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(01/01/2004 03:15:04)

I'm the cute one!

The rest of our time together was awesome. After dinner we gathered in the living room and just hung out. It was better than I imagined. Everyone was getting along so well. At one point in the evening the group had somewhat separated. The women were having a conversation that the men found absolutely no interest in. In the middle of it I looked over at Elijah. He looked uncomfortable as he sat with my father and two brothers, Matthew and Thomas. His eyes met mine. I knew what he wanted. He wanted out of there and fast!

I stood up, excused myself from the conversation that I was having with the other women, and went to rescue Elijah.

Hey guys! Whats up?

Nothing really. Matthew said. Just talking.

Ah ok. Im sorry to interrupt the bonding going on here, but can I see you in the kitchen Elijah?

Sure! He jumped up eagerly and followed me. The room quieted and I turned around. Everyone was staring at us.

Oh come on, guys! Whats there to stare at? Were just going to get the pies ready.

As I pulled him into the quiet kitchen, Elijah let out a sigh of relief. Thank you!

No problem. You seemed a tad bit uncomfortable in there. What was going on? What were they saying to you?

They werent saying anything to me! They were just talking and I wasnt sure what to say. You never told me much about them so I wasnt sure what to expect.

Im sorry. I probably should have prepared you more.

Its alright. Even though they were talking about other things, I felt as if I was under constant examination.

You probably were. I laughed. Thats what I get for having two older brothers.

I guess Im just a little nervous.

Dont worry. They liked you.

Are you sure?

Definitely.

Elijah leaned in and kissed me. Just then, Hannah walked into the kitchen and paused.

Pies, huh? Perhaps I should leave you two alone. Hannah grabbed the pies from the counter as well as the silverware, and took it into the other room.

I laughed at the look on Elijahs face. Just be happy it wasnt one of my brothers.

Elizabeth! My mother called from the other room. Do you guys have any whipped cream?

Yeah Mom. Ill be right there!

The evening continued and Elijah constantly remained by my side. It wasnt long before everyone decided it was late and began to leave. I had a great time. Elijahs family had been wonderful. One by one people left, and it wasnt long before only two people remained. I was laughing with Hannah as she put her coat on while Elijah and Grace were speaking by the front door.

So how are things with you, Elijah?

Pretty good.

Are you sure?

Yeah. Why do you ask?

I dont know. Ive been under the impression that youve been a little stressed lately.

What do you mean?

Grace never answered his final question. She waved to me and disappeared out the door. Hannah gave me a final hug and promised to call soon. After she gave her brother a quick hug and kiss, she left as well.

I grinned as I watched them leave. Suddenly the door closed. I looked at Elijah and my smile fell.

What? I asked. Whats the matter?

What have you been saying to her?

Who?

Grace.

What do you mean?

I cant believe you did that!

Did what?

Dont sound so stupid! Do you tell her everything that goes on between us?

Not everything!

What the hell is wrong with you? He yelled.

No, the question is, what the hell is wrong with you? I moved closer to him. I dont like how youve changed!

Changed?

Yes. Changed. I dont like what youve become! Youre not the same man I fell in love with!

I am too!

The man that I fell in love with is not the jerk I see standing in front of me!

Seconds later his hand came in contact with my face. I backed up in shock as I realized he slapped me! I began to cry. How could he change so fast? I had been wrong. He wasnt a jerk. He had become something far worse, but out of fear of getting hit again I kept those words to myself.

Tension hung in the air as we stood in silence. Suddenly Elijah spoke.

Elizabeth.

No.

Let me say something.

No!

"I didn't... I'm sorry!"

No youre not! I took a few more steps back and hit the knob on the closet door that remained open from when the guests left. Elijah, I cant do this anymore.

What do you mean?

I cant stay like this.

What do you mean? He asked again as he took a step towards me.

I have to get out of here. I choked out. Im leaving.

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Re: Chapter 17

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(02/01/2004 23:27:35)

wow hun thats awesome please update soon im dying to know what happens next!!

JesusChristIsLife

Re: Chapter 17

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(12/01/2004 08:21:14)

I'm the cute one!

Thanks. I've been really busy lately and w/o access to the internet. So I've been popping in when I can. I hope to update this and my other one soon!

Kaity

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JesusChristIsLife

Chapter 18

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(02/03/2004 23:20:25)

I'm the cute one!

He didnt say anything. His jaw dropped as my words registered in his brain. What? He asked.

Elijah, Im leaving, I stated again. After giving him a hard look, I turned to walk away. Suddenly, he grabbed my wrist. Tears sprang to my eyes as he swung my body around to face him.

No, he whispered desperately. You cant go.

Yes I can. I pulled away once again.

Anger was shining from his eyes. I didnt know what to do; I never could have foreseen what was about to happen. In his rage he grabbed my shoulders hard and scanned the room with his eyes. Moments later I cried out as he shoved me in the closet and slammed the door in my face. I was surrounded by darkness. He knew I was afraid of the dark; he had teased me about it more than once. There was nothing funny about it this time.

Tears began to cascade down my cheeks as I fidgeted with the doorknob. It twisted but wouldnt open. Elijah had barricaded the door with his own body. I was trapped. I began to pound my fist against the door as I continued to cry.

If you want to leave then you have to find a way out of the closet first, he said tauntingly.

Let me out. I sobbed. Please let me out.

There was no response. I reached for the knob again. He was still there. Then I heard him; he was crying. I continued to pound on the door until the strength in my arm gave away. He was not going to let me out. Still crying I finally gave up and leaned against the closet wall. How did I get myself into this? What went wrong? Was it something I did? How did the perfect man I fell in love with become the monster on the other side of the door? . I curled up as countless questions flooded my mind. Soon I dozed off.

I dont know how much time had gone by, but the next thing I knew Elijah was leaning in front of me. I was frozen in fear; I didn't dare move from the position I was in.

"Elizabeth..."

I looked into his eyes. They were clouded over with guilt. He extended his hand and said, "Come here."

He helped me out of the closet, but out of instinctive apprehension I stood further away from him than usual.

Im sorry. He whispered.

Youve changed. I said sadly.

His brow furrowed as his icy eyes stared at me. I havent changed.

Yes you have. I dont even know how you can think everything is the same; that you can tell me you love me when you treat me like this! My voice cracked.

What are you talking about? I do love you! My love for you hasnt changed at all!

Yes it has, and it scares me to think that you dont realize that. I began to cry again. My eyes met his as he extended his hand, reaching for mine.

I jerked my hand away. Elijah, dont touch me.

"Elizabeth He stepped toward me, reaching his hand out again.

I shook my head and stepped back a little. "Just don't touch me," I said softly, "Please."

JesusChristIsLife

Re: Chapter 18

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(30/12/2006 06:38:41)

I'm the cute one!